"Ghosts Pt.2"
I tracked down the last ghost today, and asked it if everything would be okay.
It showed me its ramblings and feelings within, it truly wanted me to live.
Not to be a ghost and move on forward heaven knows it would if it could.
Its job was done, the aftershocks faded.

Now everything's okay.


"Actual Journal entry: Comfortably Numb"

I get my surgery in a little under 2 weeks, its life changing and I might never be the same again. Hopefully it'll be for the better though.

People ask me if Im scared or what Im feeling, Im not feeling much these days. Im kind of at this point where I cared so much I reverted back to nothing. And I wouldnt have it any other way. For once my life is bearable, Maybe a little anesthetics wouldnt hurt.

But as to my actual issues, Im numb.

Patient: Stable.